On Friday I ended up picking up my friend from the station and hanging out with her. Things were good. We chatted until 3am! When I finally went to bed it felt like I wasn't sleeping - laying there with my eyes open all night. But relaxed all the same. I 'woke' at 5 to let the dog in because she was scared of the imaginary storm. And by 9am I felt as though I was ready to get up. We spent the day celebrating Australia Day by the water. It was lovely. All was good with the world.
Afterwards we went to a friend's party. I was feeling so good I decided to drink. I haven't been able to do that for a while now. But it felt good. I stay the night there. Again I felt like I didn't sleep. And then the waves began. Hot prickles all over my body. Nausea. Racing heart - but not the usual anxious thump, thump, thump, but so fast - like the roaring of an engine. Then freezing and calm. Over and over again until about 10am. Hot, cold, hot, cold. Much like the 'fever' of last time. But my brain had to not let it win. And so, I say I have a hangover and move on.
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